During this trip here, to this lovely city, very much talked about place, i have been confronted so much. not by anyone but by many truth and facts. learning about living on my own, living with people outta my family, coping with it, being open and meeting more new friends, stepping out of the nutshell and all.

part from these, i know, who really cares and are there for me when i am down and out. these lessons aint what u would get with any amount of moolahs.
i really am alright if anyone of you is wondering. thank you for all the nice emails.

there are some people back in sg that i really wanna thank. this is a sappy post, hate it and leave.

first my bitches. kbin and smelly, for always checking on me, my damn blog, emailing me and sending me shit from sg all da way to rue gabrielle. putting warmth into my heart with the collage they made me. making me laugh and look forward to having internet connection and being able to gongjiaowei with them. i fucking love you girls. like fucking fucking much. the squeeze-you-dry kinda much. go think about it. ;)

then palley. i cant say more about him. the gentle presence, the kind words, those really beautiful eyes who seem to empathise with my bad times and his ability to bring me back to ground, clear my head and make me smile again.
thank you palley. this time, i rendered less of your help not because i am faraway in paris, its because you have long strengthened me since then till now. thanks love.

then jason. i know that there were times .... (maybe u hate sappy posts hahahah but i dun care ok) that we drifted apart and found our differences so great we had to say byebye for a while. but you know what u are sucha great ass (i mean dude) being the really critical but sensible person who would scold me,irritate me until i get the facts of life right. i duno if that is the best way to treat me ok! but whatever works la, WHATEVER. thanks neways jason. and take it easy with the booze.