Have you ever

felt that the world is full of irony and is filled with funny things. The very first one, i must say, is time. When you need it to fly, it literally crawls, and when you thought a lifetime had passed, only to realise it was only mere months that had, when you think back.

i do.
It felt like a lifetime ago to me. Everything's so different for me, no matter which time frame you try to pull me back to. The way i am, the way my life is, the way i look at things and the people around me, has all had facelift. It's perhaps the way that i was made to be, always reviewing myself, my thoughts, beliefs and also the people whom i think should stay important.
I should be saying this confidently that, it only gets better. everytime.

I don't like having regrets, and i live the way that i feel, would leave me with none. At least if i do, i would do a beautiful U-turn, heads high, muttering 'opps shit happens, hope not twice though!'

Yes, i pretty much am proud of who i am. the more i learn about myself, the more i think i deserve what i have now.

speaking of learning about myself. I had always thought of myself as a visual person, but one day last week, i realised i had been wrong. I am truly actually a SCENT person! (ahem guys, time to invest in parfums) i was so loving someone's scent that day, i was secretly smelling him the whole time. hahahahahaa. as i said i was SECRETLY smelling him, i shall not say who. It shouldnt take me that long to fig that out cus my room smells. in a good way. too. Thats why i am always happy in my room. and happy with someone who smells good. Guys hardly smell good, but when they do, i give brownie points. hahahahahaha.

I asked myself this. Would i prefer..
a) a nice looking one who didnt smell exactly nice in a appealing way to me (not every scent works)
b) an average one who totally smell the way i want to smell him as

easily, b. so verdict's scent over vision (;