There was no work today

.. which was the main reason why i got to spend so much time with myself. (roll eyes) phone was quiet cus i switched it off, went on the internet a little in the afternoon after the usual routine stuf that follows getting outta bed (with a smile of cus).

actually planned to go hang out outside, maybe spend some money and complete some retail therapy but i woke up to this great great gloomy weather that had 'stay in stay in and zone out' written all over the sky. my, was i convinced.

i read dummies and fell asleep on my bed, feeling absolutely great. cus i know i am owning time. i am wasting time and i could very well afford it. (: love that feeling. Mum had been nagging at me the whole of today to go for a body check up. La famillie have finally realised my drop in weight which was quite drastic, when i put on the really old old clothes i have not worn for years- again. ok la 3 years la, i was plump for 3 years, and fat for that 4 months in Paris. lol

Cus i have been getting mozzie bites-like rashes on my arms these few days, she thinks my hormones are screwed up cus i became thinner. She was like 'but it never happened when you were fat last time! you better go and have a blood test you know'

tsk.

you know, i dun wanna go like f! cus its gonna bloody hurt, and i am so not a fan of needles and syringes and gasps! blood.

but thing is, i have had sensitive skin since forever, and my doc said this just last week to me.

'your dog still there ah, tsk i thought i told you no
DOGSSSS!?'

'hurhur, cannot give away la, then how....'

'you will never be totally ok if the dog is there, ester.
How old are you?'

'umm 20?'

'get married la, then you dun have to live with your dog,
sure recover'

'zzzz, hmm a bit early huh'

'then how? you will keep being allergic'

'come to you laaaaa, i know you can make me
better!'

finally he like abit more happy and finally releases me from his room. phew.

ok la full body check this sat. i will NOT think about the needle, i will NOT look at the needle, I will NOT be afraid, i will NOT chicken out. i WILL go for the damn test.

if i'm perfectly ok, i will strangle my mum. ok la, not really. how about strangle her at the arm at the very least?