The Aftermath, things done, and thoughts thought

to be awfully honest, i felt crappy after i left the place, asked to wait for their call. everything just seemed so fucked up and first thing i did was to call shawn. to whine.
and he was damn cool telling me not to worry and stuff and that he is already damn proud of me that i came this far.
comforting for my ears but not the stomach. on the phone all the way home and made lunch for myself at deux heures et demie. what fucking late lunch that was.
honestly, those were the 2 most mental exhausting days i ever had. sunday and monday. not only did i have to wake up earlier (WAAAAYYYY) than usual, the whole process was inhumane, basically. mental torment it was. so yeah i felt damn rotten still after lunch, tryda pick myself up a lil before gg out gain to meet smelly and chiang.

what they bought me was so me. what everyone bought me so far is quite me. so i am damn contented and happy. so i cheered up by 10%.
the girls were freak cool cus i was seriously behaving like a crazy bitch, whining groaning, kicking my feet under the table as i told them what happened. bcus i also THOUGHT i lost my ID. OK i found it at last, so lets skip that part so i dun look like an idiot.
you know how they really cheer me up. they didnt really cheer me ON la, all they could think of was to make use of me to get DFS stuff for them. kukus.
still i love them like mouses love cheese. (nono not lao shu ai da mi pls)
aye thomas, wrinkled nose for you.

yeah so feeling damnnnnn down, i digged into my carbonara. fuck care already la, i mean i lost 7 kgs since i am back from paris and i likely aint gonna get the job so who cares.
meatball girl
smelly thinks mine is more appetising.
i am not insane. you have to accept my always crowded right hand
lucky fi has this.

and i do not =(

MY WHOLE DAY WAS SO SCREWED UP YO
F!

you reading what? lawyer's case zit?

mess we are



later esplanade

hardcore starts. makes me scream at them each them they light one new one.

fake

hate you toes

temp dice for some stupid shit we did.


was so tired i couldnt even watch the encore of love's show all the way. and i woke up at 11.30am. out to meet ling and chim later

TALK BACK TO YA

joey: yeah i did. ya joey who? voon or what. dunt know no joeys cept the one in my fam. are u.

Jules: thanks for the great things you sms-ed me today, it really helped =) and yes i wanna do all those things with you!

Thomas: Don't worry, we know french speaks french better than english, you will be forgiven. just like you should forgive my broken french. lol.i cannot wait to receive what you sent.