looking for a job that allow me to take driving lessons and continue coaching sherman in his studies. sent out resumes today and so far no news.

well.
i cant sleep now. Jes and i think we should go OUT and meet some boys.
hahaahahha. and i am stupidly looking at mathias' dp on msn (yeah he is online and not really my business, he never made it mine). wonder why i do feel like punching him in the face a lil.

meet up with smelly and chiang cancelled and postponed to fri. cant wait to pass them the presents. am seeing darlings and jason on wed night. i need a break and go party i guess.
and i am wondering at this moment this,:

what the fuck have i been doing man? i should do some 20 year old stuff and leave the other stuff till the rightful times.

meet some boys. lol. geebay was so horrified to know that i had been single so fucking long since departure from paris. he had to ask (shrieked actually): 'REALLLYYYY?' twice to get my message.