after spending a good 3 hours uploading all the pictures, (though the sequence got cocked up, and some are like repeated pictures yadakyada..) i am going to post more words.

pal says that i should not keep just posting pictures cus then it is not a real blog (read web diary) and its going to be his birthday in a matter of 2 days.

=) palley love, in case my internet connexion bastard me again, i will say this earlier on chuppachups. Its palley's birthday, y'all!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PALLEY HONEY LOVE.

MWAKS MWAKS MWAKKKKKS. I freak love ya, so have a good birthday this year. congrats on hitting the 2nd year of your twenties. may your eyes continue to electrocute the shit outta me and your pretty nose continues to wow me. most of all, may palley always be my palley.

I LOVE YOU ! <3

and if you care enough to read on, which will contain my rantings, then go ahead.

in my heart, i have had some thoughts. from the day i set foot into this wonderful city, full of anticipation and drive till today i sit here in my appartment in paris still, typin this entry filled with unhappiness and inbalance in my emotions.

sometimes i just get irritated. no one is born to serve others. what others do for you, always be thankful, always appreciate. And never ever take it for granted. And dun try and act bluff just to shrug off responsibility because i do not like it at all.

i do not think that anyone would. what i did, i did it out of favour and i think i have had enuff of people going so far as to take advantage of this bit of kindness that i have and care to shower upon that person.

your size, is not going to be your advantage. Because i can be bigger and say that i cant do this and that too. but i did not. i do not know what i know now, but i cared to learn, was not afraid to make mistakes, in fact i wish i did so probably that would make me learn even better.

it is not easy to live under one roof. yes and one roof means that all of us has our responsibility. I will no longer be serving or giving any one any sort of advantages. because, my dad, too paid alot of money to put me here, and he put me here, i believe strongly, not to serve you.

=)

so. if u get it, it is time to wake up from your princess idea and get down to some good work. clean up after yourself, at least pls. and be 'automatic'.

we can decide to just tc of our own ass. i dun mind, cus its of no loss to me darling. its better, cus i can do less work.

lastly, thanks but no thanks, i am not born a slave. Back at home, i am also a princess. you are not the only one here. so if you have any more lame excuses lined up, keep them.